Well, hello there! Welcome to the new Running with Spoons.
Er… I guess I have some explaining to do, huh?
I know it’s been almost a year since my last post [cringe], and I’ll admit that after seemingly dropping off the face of the planet without any warning or explanation, randomly popping in like this is a bit… well… strange… but I haven’t been able to come up with a stylish way of saying: “Surprise! I’m back from the dead,” so I’m just going to say that while I did not actually die, I’m really sorry for making it seem like I did.
I definitely should have said something before I left, but between the craziness of moving, not being able to get an Internet connection at my new place for close to a month, not being able to put in the kind of time and effort into blogging that I wanted, and my all-or-nothing mentality, I decided to completely step away from the blog world until things settled down. The problem is that by the time things finally settled down, too much time had passed and I didn’t really know how to come back without it feeling extremely awkward…
… and one year later, I still don’t know…
I do know that I’ve really missed blogging, though. I would have come back a lot sooner, but it took me months to finally work up the nerve to write this post. I was kind of hoping that I could figure out a way to make all of this feel less awkward, but I’ve come to the conclusion that there really is no easy way to do this – I’m going to (and do) feel like a complete goober no matter how I go about it, but the blogging itch is getting harder and harder to ignore, so I’ll suck it up and accept the fact that while I may be a goober for pulling a random vanishing act, I’m a goober that really misses you guys, and a goober that sincerely hopes that you’ll have me back…
Anyways, I’ve already rambled on for longer that I had initially wanted to, and I really need to hit publish before I chicken out and take another two months to contemplate this whole endeavor. That and I should probably finish my iced latte before it gets too late and I’m left bouncing off the walls all night…
I promise to update you guys more soon, but for now I just wanted to get a quick post up and dip my toes in before taking the plunge again. Hope you’re all doing well!
[confession: I kinda, sorta know you are because I’ve been lurking… shhh]
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Say hi? 🙂
Kailey
YOUR BACK 😀
Can’t wait for more of your post
Missy
I’m a two-time survivor!
You are such a sweet soul and great writer…. unforgettable
I’m-a try not and get too attached though (0:
Hannah
Can’t wait to see what you’ve been up to since last posting! I was devastated when you disappeared 😉 Welcome back to the blog world!
Tiff (@LoveSweatBeers)
Yay Yay Yay! You’ve been missed!!!
Meg
Welcome back! Glad to have you : )
Tara
Welcome back Amanda!! I’m in the same position you were in (falling off the face of the blogging earth… but missing it so much!!) but I’m so excited that you’re back so I can read again 🙂 — by the way I was XC Foodie, if you remember that blog!
Jessica
Hi! I think I’ve moved since you last blogged too. Plus I haven’t blogged in ages either. You got to do what suits you and if that’s not blogging for a year…then well, life happens and it’s great to see you back! 🙂 I hope you are well! xx
Kat @ a dash of fairydust
OH MY GOSH,you just made my day. I am so super excited and happy and waaaah! You are back,that’s amazing! 😀
Jessy
I honestly didn’t expect you to ever come back, as you just disappeared, not only from blogging but from your twitter as well. You used to be one of my favourite bloggers, so I’ll sure keep you in my reader. I hope you let us know what has been happening with you in the past year. 🙂
Kristy @ Southern In-Law
Welcome back lovely!! So glad to see a post from you 🙂
Katy
Helloooooooooo! Good to see you’re back 😀
Laura Agar Wilson (@keephealthstyle)
Yeyyyyy!!!! Great to have you back chick, and never feel like you have to apologise, life happens! I’m just really looking forward to your blog posts! xxxx
Jemma @ Celery and Cupcakes
It’s so great to see you blogging again. I cannot wait to catch up with your going’s on!
Emily
Ahhh…YAY! This post just made my day.
I used to read your blog when I had my old blog (Dreams Become Reality) and actually did the exact same thing you did- basically disappeared for a while. But, despite the awkwardness, I couldn’t resist the urge to come back. I’m so glad that you did the same and I know everyone will welcome you with open arms!
I can’t wait to see your next posts and hear about how things have been going!
xoxox
Caitlin
Amanda, this is so bizarre because yesterday I was literally thinking about how much I have missed your blogging!
So, so, so thankful to have you back. Don’t apologise for your absence; everyone needs a break once in a while. I am really looking forward to hearing what you’ve been up to! I hope all has been well with you. You are my absolute favourite blogger, and I appreciate and admire you so much. <333
From, Caitlin (a faithful reader)
Sam
(because I’m half-asleep/lazy 😛 – just wanted to say – THIS. <3 i.e. I totally second everything written above)
p.s. glad you're still alive, Amanda…you didn't 'alf scare & worry a lot of people! 😉
~ Sam x
sarah
I kept spying comments from you on other blogs, & was all like,’ is she coming back? Isn’t she?’.
I’m SO SO happy you are scratching that blogging itch, & I’m sincerely looking forward/ crazy excited about your upcoming posts- iv missed yoooouuu:)!
Oh, and there is no reason to feel akward at all. The blog world will always welcome, & be smitten ,with you:).
Xxx
Sara @ Nourish and Flourish
I squealed inside when “running with spoons” showed up in bold in my google reader tonight! I’m SO happy you’re back, Amanda! You’ve most definitely been missed! Each time you’ve left a comment on my blog over the past few weeks, I’ve hopped on over to your site with my fingers crossed, hoping and praying to see a new post. 😉 Congrats on starting “fresh” with a new look and domain–I love the layout! I’m looking forward to hearing updates about your life! <3 xoxo
Ashley @ AlmostVegGirlie
I am so glad you’re back to blogging–I missed you and your blog so much! I think everyone needs to take a break from blogging every now and then but I’m excited to see your next posts!
Rachel @ Eat, Learn, Discover!
Ahh yay, you’re back! Welcome back! I’m excited 🙂
Angela
I have been waiting for this day for an entire year – I’m so, so glad you’re back!!
The healthy blogger world felt empty without you!
Britannie
YAY! I’m glad you’re back, I missed your posts! 🙂
Laura
AHHH, I actually thought you were dead or very close, but then I saw you commenting and I was relieved.
Glad your back 🙂
Albizia
Hey!
You really are very good at disappearing without a trace and obviously fabulous enough to have all these people still waiting for a word from you after so long. Welcome back and next time don’t forget to say bye before taking a break 😉
Irina @ Chocolatea Time
Yay welcome back! We all greet you with open arms 🙂
Alexandra
My long lost beloved Amanda!!!! When you started commenting on blogs again, I was keeping my fingers, toes, and eyes crossed that you’d return to blogging. Man, I truly missed your posts and just your presence– you’re such a ray of sunshine! 🙂
Looking forward to your little updates girl, so happy you’re not dead haha!
Ellie@Fit for the Soul
Wow girl! Just look at how loved you are! 😀 I think anyone and any blogger deserves 2nd, 3rd, 4th chances! Have a great day and hang in there during the tough times Amanda!
lindsay
i was just thinking about YOU!!! Glad you are back. Take it one day at at a timer, we’re here!
Cait @ Beyond Bananas
Woo! You are back! I hope you continue to blog if you have the time.. I’ve missed your witty posts!!!
kris
yayyy! i’m SO glad to see you’re back..and with a new page! Welcome back! 🙂
Julia
Yaaaayyy! *clap*clap*clap*clap*clap*
Chelsea @ One Healthy Munchkin
Well HEY there girl! I had a feeling you were planning a comeback, based on your recent commenting on my blog. And can I just say how glad I am to see you back? The blog world has missed you! Can’t wait to hear how life has been lately! 🙂
Aimee
SO SO happy to see you are back Amanda!! Your blog was always a favorite of mine! Looking forward to chatting soon! 🙂 Aimee
Liz @ iheartvegetables
YAY!!! You’re back!!! Welcome back to the blogworld 🙂
Sarah @ Feeeding the Brain and Body
When I first saw you start to pop back up commenting I was ecstatic, it was great to know that you were alive! I am so glad that you have decided to start posting again because I have always loved your posts! 🙂
Teagan
I was worried about you – but I’m glad your back ^_^
chelsey @ clean eating chelsey
FINALLY!!!! That’s all Ihave to say! Welcome back! 🙂
Kailey
Girlfriend! I am so happy you’re back! I’ve taken a brief hiatus and it feels strange but necessary right now. ANYWAY so pumped for your return! 🙂
Alina @ Keep Smiling and Love Life
Oh my gosh. I am so glad that you are back! I MISSED YOU GIRL.
I hope all was well during your absence and I can’t WAIT to see what you have in store <3<3<3
Liz (formerly VeggieGirl)
Amanda, I DID think you were dead – I was scared 🙁 You didn’t answer any text messages, emails, and stopped blogging. I’m so glad that you’re back! If you still have my number, text me, haha.
Nicky
BLOODY HELL GIRL!!! I’ve missed you!! 🙂 It’s funny how life gets in the way sometimes and before we know it, it is FLOWN by! I’m so so happy to see you back though girly <3 Looking forward to your stunning posts 🙂