Happy Wednesday, friends! 
I kind of have a bit to talk about today, so weāre going to skip the fancy intros and jump right in to What I Ate Wednesday Tuesday.
Weāre going to kick off this weekās WIAW with what Iām eating as I type up this post on Tuesday night ā an incredibly bizarre evening snackā¦
What is it?!? A cup of my momās homemade split pea soup (I really need to bug her for the recipe), alongside a Dr.Kracker pumpkin seed cheddar crispbread for some much needed crunch. A little lot different than the cereal/yogurt/chocolate/fruit/AB/what.have.you concoctions that I normally have before bed, but I was craving it so I rolled with itā¦ time will tell if it was a good idea 
Rewind to breakfast, which looked a whole lot more familiarā¦
Oats, oats, and oatsā¦ with plain Greek yogurt, homemade applesauce, honey, and almond butter thrown on top. I start pretty much every.single.day with a bowl of oats (except for when Iām on vacation, apparently), and I have yet to tire of it or crave something else. Iāll switch up my add-ins every now and then, but the oats are pretty much a given. And if I donāt have them in the morning? Iāll end up craving them for the rest of the day, so I figure itās best to satisfy that craving early and just get it out of the way.
Thatās the thing about cravingsā¦ they tend to stick around until satisfied. You can try tricking them by snacking on something thatās similar-but-different (recipe coming soon!)ā¦
But they almost always catch up to you in the endā¦ the end in this case being 10:17 AM yesterday morning 
Almond Butter & Pretzel Truffle
Cravings are a tricky thing. They donāt seem to be much of an issue when weāre craving something like eggs or broccoli (it does happen!), but when it comes to things like chocolate and ice cream? Thatās when we start running into some problemsā¦
Iāve gotten a lot better at honouring my cravings whenever they happen to pop up, but thatās not to suggest that I have everything perfectly figured out. There are definitely still times where I canāt help but question what Iām craving, especially when what Iām craving happens to be chocolate truffles at 9 AM. There are also times where I canāt figure out what the heck it is that I want (besides āsomethingā), and I end up picking away at 20 different things hoping something will strike my fancy. Thankfully that wasnāt the case when lunch time rolled around, though ā I knew exactly what I wantedā¦
An almond butter and jelly sandwich was on the menu. And on the side? Some cold leftover veggies that I roasted up a couple of days ago (not the entire tray)ā¦
My afternoon snack was pretty much a no-brainer as wellā¦
Various dried fruits dipped in almond butter. That obsession I mentioned? Still going strong. My only complaint is that the level of almond butter in my jar has reached that annoyingly low point where I can no longer dip my dates and figs into it with ease. I suppose there are worse problems to have, thoughā¦ like not being able to figure out what to make for dinner.
I wasnāt feeling overly hungry, but that craving-something-but-donāt-know-what feeling hit me pretty hard in the evening . I almost went with a bowl of cereal or some other kind of breakfast-type-food, since thatās my typical go-to meal when I find myself in that sort of predicament, but I was kind of feeling something savoury, so I went with a a bowl of whole wheat noodles mixed with hummus and a cup of mushroomy soup instead. Not bad, but I was still craving a little something, and I needed to follow it up with some bunnies before I felt fully satisfied.
And thatās how I curb my cravings ā by honouring them. Iāve learned that eating a carrot when I want a cookie never works, and that gulping down a glass of water when Iām hungry will leave me bloated sooner than satisfied. I canāt help but cringe when I come across articles that try to teach women how to āsilenceā their cravings, because while it might work in the short term, ignoring your cravings and denying yourself the foods that you love will usually only get you into trouble in the long run. Not only do those cravings never really go away, but they keep building up, increasing the likelihood that youāll go overboard when you finally do let yourself have the foods youāve been wantingā¦ at least thatās what Iāve found.
My eating disorder removed most sugars and carbs from my diet for so long that those things became all I wanted to eat in recovery. Did I go overboard? Heck yeah I did! I donāt think Iāve ever had that many consecutive sugar comas in my lifeā¦ But my desire to eat ALL the sweets slowly tapered off when I began to eat them more regularly and realized that they werenāt going anywhere. Not labelling them as āoff limitsā also helped take away some of their appeal ā after all, we always want what we canāt have
And thatās it for me today, friends! Iāll see you guys tomorrow for Thinking Out Loud!
What are your thoughts on cravings? Should they always be honoured? Or do they sometimes need to be mediated?
Whatās your favourite dried fruit?
Whatās your go-to meal when you donāt know what to make?
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That last paragraph! Yes, yes, and HELL YES!! Exactly what I went through with IEā¦to the point where I even put on weight and started feeling that maybe this wasnāt the right path for me to be on, BUT Iām so glad I stuck with it because the intensity of those āforbidden foodā cravings DOES die down eventuallyā¦you just have to be patientā¦and not beat yourself up over going overboard. That was a long and hard lesson for me to learn! My thought on cravings? Like you, I think that if you deny certain ones for too long, they WILL end up blowing up in your face, but I also believe in the saying that āthe more you eat, the more you craveā when it comes to sugary stuff. I understand enough about the body to know that once you have a good endorphin release, your body remembers it, and craves it, just like a drug sometimes. So I guess you could say that I am a firm believer in honoring your body FIRST and your cravings second. We have to take care of bodies so they can take care of us!